Pain of Love

When new memories are written
Self-esteem gets bitten
Eyes remain never dry
Scream inside but cannot cry
All sacrifices go in vain
Nothing can reduce the pain
This is not for what man is meant
Suffering from irreparable dent
Go back in time make me staid
Make me emotionless make me jade
For all that I did I never thought
I will be killed by pain of love.

A man falls once or twice
How many times will you pay price
There is a limit to everything bad
Umpteen times you lied to dad
You’ll lose your sight & your mane
Prominent are scars of time’s cane
You said some left a lot unsaid
Still noone is at side of your bed
Never responded by equal zeal
I might not be having macho feel
For all I did was love you as I am
I don’t want to be killed by pain of love.

Diamond that sits on your ring
Does it have my poems’ zing?
I forgot all when I saw your face
To meet you I slowed my pace
You walked ahead in royal gait
While my heart wailed at your gate
Nothing could ripple your heart’s lake
I assume that my love was fake
Had it been pure and true
I would have been with you
For all I wished was your embrace
Not proud to be killed by pain of love.